Dear Anita,

I read the first 2 lines of your post – yes! I did go back and re-read and sink in.

Today is a busy, no almost inhuman day.

There! I said it! Admitting things out loud without feeling guilty, or needing it to  be validated!

Yes, 20 cases, hardly time to use the bathroom, literally running between patients.  Head kiling me, back hurting me.

Oh how glad I am that there are only a few more weeks of this – something I learned is that – it will be impossible for myself to feel calm, healed, and un-frenzied in my life if half my days are like this.  Not possible.

I could not read any further as I am not very focused today.  But I will loop back around to the above post on Monday.

I will be here at work until very late, and then tomorrow morning we are heading to my in laws to have many discussions as you know.  Wish us luck!

I will write to you first thing Monday and comment on above post and fill you in on the important weekend.  Be well Anita, and rest well this weekend and have fun.  Thanks as always for your support!