Dear Cali Chica;

Here is a moment of magic I had in nyc:  night time, first winter snow, silence, beautiful white snow covering all the street that are normally filled with noise and traffic. No footprints or traffic prints on the snow, it was just me and first snow in Manhattan. Those moments stayed with me for all these years.

There were other magical moments for me in nyc, you mentioned lights during xmas-  my first Christmas anywhere was in nyc, can you imagine that experience!

“can never tire of it, and when you feel too tired of it, there is respite-upstate, the beach, my in laws beautiful home… I know I love nyc, and nyc is me, it is my husband- it is us and our story and our energy”- powerful testimony that indeed you belong in nyc.

“we should not try to push ourselves away from it no longer”- I agree.

anita