I’m not giving up hope Anita. But sometimes, I wonder why people are cruel when they know that I’ve been single since 2013. I don’t invite myself to any of their homes and mind my business here and only ever think of going on a solo holiday. It feels like people talk to me so that they feel better about their lives. Which is very sad. I don’t have many friends but most are married or with boyfriends. I hope they are happy – I don’t intrude and don’t want anything from them. I guess that is how the world is. Cruel towards someone who didn’t have the right opportunities in her personal life. I’ll accept it. Thank you for writing to me. It was a difficult day but I am growing and accepting. It’s all I can do.