Anita,

It’s what my psychiatrist says I have and it’s really the only thing I find that comes close to describing me I guess.

my impulsivity and mood swings are causing havoc to my work and relationships.  Similar to bi polar when you feel great and stop taking your meds I do other things after a month or 2 like drink more caffeine, slack on exercise a bit,  feel like I don’t need to talk to my psychologist as much.

All I know is that I’m sick of the roller coaster ride.  I’m really down and worried I’m going to end up losing my job.  It’s a very shameful feeling.  I also feel hopeless because I can’t sustain a sharp mind and attention to detail.

Lindsey