Julia thanks for you comments  agree it’s never easy tinned someone that’s lasted 27 years     I’m just struggling with the last of respect he has shown. To tell me one day and leave the next is so wrong. Talk and show me some respect and if your still in that place in then ok

It’s like I was living with a man on day and someone I don’t recognise the next how did I not see it coming

Anita I’ve tried to give myself jobs each day keep busy and somewhere time to move mindful and I’m writhing a journal

I just Sean to have lost myself not sure I’ve ever know who I am