I’m a new contributor but I have been reading silently on and off for the past year but was scared to voice my story pr interject but  I always felt less alone when reading @Kkasxo and @shelbyville responses and was wondering how you are doing now, did things improve. I feel I’ve become invested in you both and need some form of reassurance that there is hope for a better life.I feel so hopeless currently and want to sometimes give up altogether. @Tim I read your last post and feel I may have limerance can you please explain more or help me from stopping being obsessive?