anita no I don’t want him as a bf or attracted to him. simply telling  u that what happen a few months ago made it easier to deal with this poison  ivey. I want to be clear I did not touch him anywhere but to put the lotion he got at pharmacy on his back shoulders and back of legs where he couldn’t apply it. he was naked for only 5 minutes then shorts went back  on. he was ok with it. remember  hes had issues with this whole lockdown and drinking and depression. remember my original posting was to seek  advice about what happened when he passed out drunk and what he said to me. everything else was to elaborate or explain things. yes and   u recalled  I do have ocd anxiety depression as well. maybe my ocd makes me  say things I shouldn’t or explain things too much.  idk.