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March 19, 2020 at 12:28 pm #344172AnonymousGuest
These are very difficult and trying times. It’s been very slow here on the forums, but if you are reading this, you are invited to use this thread to express your feelings, to share your life experiences, to vent, to type away anything and everything that is on your mind and heart.
anitaAugust 2, 2020 at 6:09 am #363512
hi anita its KC (my old name) u helped me in a post about my friend. I lost my password and all withal the crazy pandemic going on. I finally found it and reregistered as KayCee but its KC. I saw this thread and saw ur name!August 2, 2020 at 7:04 am #363515AnonymousGuest
Welcome back! You shared back in May that you’ve suffered from OCD and depression. How are you these days?
anitaAugust 2, 2020 at 7:47 am #363519
Im doing ok im 25 now and my friend Tim I talked to u about turned 24. since the incident when he was drunk hes been better but is still having troubles with this lockdown just as I am. his embarrassment over me seeing him in the tub when he passed out drunk has faded. we are still close like brother and sister. maybe sometimes things happen for a reason to make things easier later on. since then last month he got a case of poison ivey that spread pretty bad and I helped him. in doing so I saw him undressed again and he accepted it this time. we agreed to it beforehand for his well being. he realized I already knew how he looked like naked and the way he is shaved there so it wasn’t the shame and awkwardness as last time-but still a little awkward. if u remember the drunken comment he uttered i think i told u in the other posting that he had apologized for that and i forgave him. I don’t know if we will ever fully recover from that incident but we are trying our best. i am glad i helped him when he needed it again. i know u said ur older then me i guess u understand what i mean. hope u are well anita. and how is the other person brandy hope she is ok to!August 2, 2020 at 7:57 am #363521AnonymousGuest
I am okay, thank you. I hope Brandy will let you know that she is ok too.
That’s an unexpected development: you having seen Tim naked again, isn’t it. I didn’t think that will happen a second time, and now I wonder if there will be a 3rd time?
anitaAugust 2, 2020 at 9:37 am #363527BrandyParticipant
Thank you for the well wishes! I’m doing very well and seeing the light at the end of the “lockdown tunnel”. Reads that you are doing okay too. I’m so glad. I think Tim’s decision to get your help with his poison ivy rash is a sure sign that the close relationship you two had before the tub incident is returning. You’ve been supportive and patient — well done, KayCee.
BAugust 2, 2020 at 11:22 am #363534AnonymousGuest
It occurred to me that you might have felt embarrassed after reading my last post to you and that you may not reply to me because of that- in case this is true, I wanted to clarify that my intention was not to cause you to feel shame. My intention, as often is the case in my posts to members, is to direct the member’s attention to possibilities that may increase understanding. Improved understanding is part of improved mental health.
A possibility may be (and it may be not) that you are attracted to Tim, or that you want to be his girlfriend. If this is true, there is nothing wrong with you feeling this way or wanting to be his girlfriend. But acknowledging this to yourself (again, if it is true) will help you understand your situation better.
anitaAugust 3, 2020 at 6:34 am #363618
anita no I don’t want him as a bf or attracted to him. simply telling u that what happen a few months ago made it easier to deal with this poison ivey. I want to be clear I did not touch him anywhere but to put the lotion he got at pharmacy on his back shoulders and back of legs where he couldn’t apply it. he was naked for only 5 minutes then shorts went back on. he was ok with it. remember hes had issues with this whole lockdown and drinking and depression. remember my original posting was to seek advice about what happened when he passed out drunk and what he said to me. everything else was to elaborate or explain things. yes and u recalled I do have ocd anxiety depression as well. maybe my ocd makes me say things I shouldn’t or explain things too much. idk.August 3, 2020 at 9:05 am #363628AnonymousGuest
I will reply to you on your own thread, because the topic is same as in that thread. I will post there shortly.