Dear Murtaza:

As you  know, this is a public forum. You are a member and I am a member: I don’t have any more power here than you do. I am not a psychotherapist, not here and not in real-life. We are equal, two individuals who have connected and communicated, beginning in June this year and ending in September, three months later.

You wrote in your most recent post: “I really need your help… I do want to understand myself, my emotions and  motivations. I don’t even know what to ask”- you don’t need to ask me for my understanding of you because I already shared with you all of my understanding of you and your situation, at length and repeatedly. All you have to do is re-read our communication (pages 1-7), take notes, and you will have in front of you all that I understand about you and your situation.

Here is another suggestion: start a new thread and communicate there with other members. There are other members who want to connect,  help and be helped by others.

Murtaza, you were not a waste of my time (!), but there is nothing more that I can offer you, all that I have to offer you- I already did. Therefore, this is my last post to you (If you address me again, I will not reply further). I do hope other members will reply to you on your new thread.

My best wishes to you!

anita