I still haven’t seen her face to face, unfortunately.

I told told her yesterday over text that I want her more than I want anyone else, and asked her if she’d met someone else.

She said she hasn’t met anyone else, but that she didn’t want to be serious with anyone at the minute.

So that’s where I’m at. I do have bigger problems in my life but this still does hurt a bit.

However, I’ve laid my cards on the table. That might not be a good thing, because when one person has the upper hand, it can affect the dynamic going forward, but there’s no taking it back now.