Dear Peace,

thank your for sharing more about your family. I am sorry your father passed away while you were quite young.

You say: “I felt like an unwanted child or were treated in that way from my siblings,i m sure they loved me alot but in my society ( generally) its easy to criticise than show love /appreciation.”

Does it mean you were criticized by your siblings and it is because of that, that you felt unwanted? Or your parents criticized you too?

You say “mom,she is the most sweetest mom in the world she loved/loves me the most and treated me like a princess to her when i was near her. She made me eat with her hands i would sleep next to her in her arms even when i was 12 years old…”

I don’t quite understand how that looked like – you were sitting in her lap and used her hands to feed yourself? It’s something she made you do?

You say “In my case i was seeking attention, appreciation,(may be) because never got some.”

Whose attention did you crave the most?

Sorry for asking you all these questions, I am trying to better understand your family dynamics and what might have caused you the greatest pain.