Hi, Anita,

This will be the last question, haha, because I do not want to keep cycling on with the thought. Do you think that this is a form of protecting myself in the relationship? I didn’t have any form of love growing up from my parents until I was about a bit older, and then I started to get close to both of them, and I sometimes felt empty when I was younger, I would worry that I would die or that someone will come in a rob the house or something. I think I have also had anxiety because when I also saw a movie called Splice, I felt like the creature was going to come up to me at night and eat me, so I didn’t even sleep at all.  As Anja said, I felt unfortunate when a guy wouldn’t like me at all. Before us getting together, my boyfriend and I had a rocky start where he left me. So when we got back together, I was doing well at first, but then the thoughts will come, “He’s going to leave me, he probably likes another girl, maybe he doesn’t love me, and I’m the only one in love.” We have been together for more than eight months, so I do not understand why I’m thinking about that? I shouldn’t have read stuff about people coming out because that’s making me think that I will be like that in the future; my brain has me thinking that I probably will fall in love with a girl midway into our relationship when that has never happen to me before, lol. Thank you so much for your help! Stay Safe.