Hi Anita,

Yes, I can completely relate to what you have suggested.

When those scenes keep replaying in my mind, I ask “what if?” or “if only”. There was about 10 minutes of time between me carrying him indoors and him passing away. Why didn’t I take a different action in that ensuing time? I ask myself why didn’t I foresee it?

Also, I am angry at fate or the Universe or any higher power there is, for having cut short his young and innocent life in such a cruel manner.

srk