Yes that might be the case what you are saying, and i kind of think it is so.

But one thing I would like to correct in your observation (I dont know if it makes much difference or not) but he diduse to always have time for me.

There used to be times when I used to be upset for some unresolved issue of ours, and then he used to call me even though he be sleeping and I d keep telling him that we can take this up later, but it used to feel sweet how he used to not let go and listen to my take., (but eventually I realised that just listening wasnt helping, we were just wasting hours talking abt the same thing again and again because he didnt use to give me a rigid answer., just used to listen)

It was his sudden emotional unavailability which started killing me, but I wouldnt say that he didnt use to have time for me, he always used to take out time for me, even if he used to feel sleepy or be busy. So, i kind of used to feel I was his priority maybe.

But then, all that in the end doesnt matter if the connection doesn’t feel strong enough, or if there is more of bad days than the goodones