Hi Sarah,

I put both books on my reading list. I’m journaling daily for 2-3hours, and I’m feeling a little bit better. But, I’m starting to get a new fear that is really scaring me. I’m really afraid my mother will be forgotten when she dies. Nobody will remember her, and it will be like she never existed. It frightens me, because, it will be like I never existed. I know it sounds weird, but I have been getting these thoughts regularly now. I know I should focus and spend time with my mother as long as I have her, but these negative thoughts are torturing me.