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Murtaza
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most people think and feel differently from others, that’s why they try so desperately to fit in, to not appear different

i really don’t think so, unless you mean something else when you say “different” because i use (not having a norime brain)

 

the “normies”

actually a part of being normie is the desire to fit in, though most people i see, are indeed fitting in, and they like it

 

Who is Murtaza then

i can say the combination of my past and genes, but if you wanna an answer without logic, a more feeling answer, no one, a nobody, i sometimes feel like i don’t exist, sadly i do exist, its a strange question honestly, without the self, without the programming, without being human, since i always detache these two from myself, i don’t consider myself a human, or someone who follow his programming, i don’t see a desire of love is mine, just something was pushed on me, that goes for all the feelings and desire, all the goals and beliefs, just a part of my programming, then i filter them, which gonna make life easier and go from there, i always felt a prisoner to my desires and needs, i always detache them from myself, its a strange way to look at things, i just refuse them

  • This reply was modified 3 years, 6 months ago by Murtaza.