Thank you Sarah,

Your prayers, caring, and support help a lot. You are right, I need to focus on myself, I need to “heal” myself, I need to conquer all my fears and get rid of my demons. I’m not responsible for my mother’s pain and sorrows, but I can try to ease it. But first and foremost, I’m working on myself, because I have felt dead inside for a long while, and it’s unbearable. I’m reading, journaling, and training my mind to think positive every day. I’m listening and watching the Secret, in addition, I’m watching sermons of TD Jakes every morning. By this week, I will start doing breathing exercises and mindfullness.