Thank you, Sarah and TeaK,

I just hit the rock bottom. Today, the light in my heart dimmed forever. I found my mother crying in her room, she had a mental breakdown. I just saw the person I love most in the world, the woman that gave me birth, that stood by me in both good and bad days, crumble in front of me. My heart just died. The hurt and the feeling of sorrow are bone-deep. I am both too mentally and emotionally exhausted at the moment. I can’t focus on myself anymore. I need to get some sleep, need time to process everything. I need to be there for my mother. I will write in detail later. Please pray for my mother, she needs the prayers more than me.