What I am clear about is that in no way do I feel intellectually superior to you

you are though, your post and the information you know, your emotional intelligence, at least from what i have seen, you are a better person then i will ever be, and that’s the truth, though im not comparing, since we have different lives and different minds, i actually never compare myself to anyone, because it will always be unfair and wrong, i have a really low emotional intelligence, i really think intelligence doesn’t matter, since it wouldn’t make the person happy, i laugh when i want to cry, i laugh when i feel bothered, i don’t even know how to deal with anxiety, i ignore it, try to re sure myeslf, doesn’t work, the only thing that works is sleep, otherwise the pain in my stomach never goes away, i have a really low self esteem, and i really don’t know how to make it higher, emotion is like a mystery to me, i need steps, order, to know what to do, when i read online about regulating emotion i just say “what on earth do i do?” i actually would appreciate any kind of advice regarding this subject

I could change your thinking because mine was superior to yours

if by superior you mean its better for the person then yes yours superior indeed, i actually wish i had your brain and your emotion,

 that I knew better

in life? definitely, in my life? i don’t think so

I am not sure that you want to read from me because you didn’t address me in your recent posts

of course i do, i just didn’t want to bother you anymore, with pointless posts, you already gave me what i came here for, i felt if im gonna address you, its better be for something important, and i realized my last few replays were pointless and bit repetitive, you said “i quit”, actually i quit too, i just got tired of saying the same things with different words over and over again, of explaining, of talking, although this is the only place to talk to people for me, when the conversation actually worth it,

death is permanent but the problems humanity faces were never temporary and they are getting worse

the way i see it is like this A. you live, experience both good and bad B. you die, not experiencing anything not even guilt or regret (so you won’t exist to lose the good), in that equation (and here im assuming its 50/50 for good and bad, which is kinda rare) your best bet would be death, unless its something like 80 good/ 20 bad, now in a case where its the opposite, wouldn’t be a mercy, a morally good thing to actually kill the person ? in your past replays you avoided such question respectfully (not disrespectfully) and i took it as yes, because if you would disagree you would provide an answer, this actually was my main post, and i understand why you avoided such question, don’t worry i won’t mention it again, and ignore this section of my replay freely

 It’s not only in Iraq: the U.S. is moving toward autocracy, led by the likes of an evil

i wish my problems were those, something i can blame the country for, then i can just live in some place else

is there a reasonable way to deny where we are going, what we are approaching???

there is both good and bad, the thing is, the future is truly unknown, we might discover aliens, we might leave the planet, anything could happen really, we even might discover a way to make our life longer

because I still find life interesting- notice, not necessarily joyful

i actually don’t see anything interesting, i rememer when i wanted to suicide, the only thing i thought im gonna miss, is all the music left undiscovered, all the great albums and songs, that i might like

We are close to the end result of irresponsible, corrupt and evil politicians and those others in power over the masses of people.

im gonna sound evil, but i like to see the world burn

 all this ending in death, all this magic, hope and desire of long-gone past.. it’s hard to grasp.

what magic? hope? yikes, also you forgot the “all the pain im gonna miss, all the guilt and fears and anxiety and emptiness that im not gonna experience, finally i wouldn’t feel so bad all the time, finally a rest”

I want to do the same thing myself.. I mean.. not to live by your rules and your way, but by my own

you made me laugh, though im glad we on the same page in this thing