I wonder what would happen if you were magically transported to a magical parallel universe where life is just what you would want it to be, such that would make you want to live that life. What would that life be

its funny that you asked that, because i always think of that option, i actually just had an idea just before seeing your post “i don’t think happiness is achievable in this  universe, but maybe in some other universe, where live is a bit more fair, a bit less hard for me, to answer your question, i will answer it in two ways, the magical one (which is impossible to achieve) and the middle ground one, the first one gotta be to be a baby again, not only that, but to have a mother that actually know what love is, i actually think this is heaven, and i don’t want to grow up in that universe, infinite unconditional love :D, the second would be to have a normal life, a wife, maybe even a daughter, though i would at least ask for a wife that i can be myself in front of, seems like a good life

I think that within your brain there is a Normie Murtaza whose loyalty is to the Normie World

i really don’t think having some normie qualities bothers me, since i know it was uncontrollable to have such

you *&** (name calling), it is all your fault, you are not like the rest of us, you are less than us

no its not like that, perhaps i didn’t make myself clear, its the thought of not having what i crave, love accepting etc.., from females, the both jealously and envy to other men that have it, and the thought of never having such thing, then the fast next thought would be (its my fault) which is kinda true i guess

In my mind’s eye, I am seeing you right now on the roof, under the night Iraqi sky, singing Bohemian Rhapsody

it do be like that, only i have a bad taste in music 😀