Dear Murtaza:

Edit then: I want to read more from the living-breathing Birdman: Murtaza! (Do you prefer that I address you as Dear Birdman, from now on?)

I had a somewhat similar experience to yours regarding a psychologist I went to see when I was 20- I talked and talked to him and he didn’t say a word, not a single word! I asked.. maybe I begged, I don’t remember. I finally got up and opened the door to leave, still not a word. I left.

As to the “living-breathing birdman” I referred to above: “no feelings, no desires, no goals.. apathetic.. numb”. I love you just as you are. I wonder (and you don’t have to answer any of my questions, of course)- how does your day look like: do you stay at home all day, go shopping.. how does your room look like, when you get outside, what do you see… etc.

anita