no, I don’t think that you ever liked me

Yes that’s true, because i don’t know you really, but i do like what  you do here, how you talk and how you treat people

 I think that you liked  how you felt using me

At first, yes, in this post? No, you were the one who replied and show attention, i never asked for it, and i never asked for your love either, but i didn’t mind it, and i was very clear and honest to why im here

The reason I liked you so much is because the idea that a rude and arrogant person such as yourself

I know you aren’t even gonna replay to me, so i will speak freely, without fear of consequences, you build an image of me, and you loved that image, but now you realized that this image is bad, and it goes back to childhood trauma, and you must dismiss the person who you think have this image, without any proof that this person may not have the qualities of this image, unfair if you ask me, if i meant anything to you besides this image, you would at least tell me why you are ending this conversation, but besides that image? Im nothing to you, who is using who now?

I may sound arrogant, and rude sometimes, but i was never dishonest, that was a claim based on the image you bulild, pure projecting, a proof of my honesty is my replies to both peter and teak, by calling me those things, you made me re consider myself, (im i really that bad? Am i really dishonest? How?) But its only a defense

it made me feel very special- something I yearned for a long time ago

I wish i knew you to tell you that you are

I don’t like you, and I am not at all apologetic about it.

Sure you don’t, that only proofs my theory, the very thing i like, which is “not much likes me in this world”, you aren’t the first nor the last, the question would be, did you ever liked me for myself? I wonder what self that would be, because im still the same guy that “can’t cry”, i never changed, always showed the good and bad in myself “i value nothing” “i only have one goal” i acknowledge the ugliest truths about myself, and you call me dishonest and manipulative, i just wonder when did i do this, while this whole conversation we were only talking about me, maybe im not seeing your pov, which i wish i heard, before you just throw words at me

I really hope i didn’t hurt you in any way, or didn’t trigger anything, and if i did, im sorry, i didn’t meant it, not consciously, why would i ? You the only person who was nice to me, i wished that i somehow give something back to you, anyhow it doesn’t matter now, i wish you a very pleasant life, take care anita, and i really mean this