Dear Felix,

Yes you’re right, i wanna experience what it feels like to live independent abroad… i believe i also can improved my individual skills e.g. cooking skills (as i live alone)…

That’s a good motivation! More independence will definitely  do you good, and it seems to me like the right path for you.

If in the future i end up not taking masters abroad, and continue living my life like this….

What should i do to feel confident of myself to start my own family in the future, so that i won’t feel less? Is it to ask my parents to give me more difficult tasks?

Well, if you can’t go abroad, and you don’t really prefer studying that much either, how about moving into your own apartment and taking on a part-time job away from your parents’ company? So to stay in your home town, or your home country, but try to be as independent from your parents as possible? That way you can start practicing your cooking skills too, and in general, learn to become more independent.

Do you think that would be possible? It can be like an experiment, perhaps for 3 or 6 months, just so you get a feel of how it is to live independently and take care of yourself.