Dear Felix,

I guess it gonna took a while till i can heal from this situation….

I just hope i can recover soon….usually as time passes, i’ll eventually recover sooner or later…

You might stop thinking about this particular situation eventually, but there will be another one, and another one, and you will start thinking about those new situations and new photos…  so until you heal the core problem, it will never go away unfortunately.

One of the reasons why i like camouflaging my height is because it did work… like some of my friends used to state that i’m slightly taller than her.. whereas im actually more or less the same than her, i know that they know im short… but they still think that im taller than most girls (i dont know how to explain it clearly)…

And what if your friends would realize you are as tall as the girls, and not even slightly taller? Your usual anxiety would get triggered, because it makes you feel worthless and not good enough… so again, you’d need to deal with your core problem before you can really let go of obsessing about who thinks what about your height.