Dear Felix,

As for the camouflaging my height, do u think sooner or late there’ll be moment i failed doing it? Because i’ve been trying to do it careful all these years but in the end still did some mistakes.

You’ve already failed, e.g. in the recent photo that you freaked about:

in that pic i look so short, more shorter than usual… because in most pics i always find a good angle for me to look taller but in yesterday’s situation i failed. I look really really short, and the girl beside me was the same height as me and the boy beside me was 15cm taller than me

I guess you did have tall shoes, and yet, at that angle, and standing near a really tall guy, you looked shorter than usual. And there will be moments like that in the future as well, no doubt. That’s why I said you need to heal the core wound, if you want to be free from such extreme reactions.

I wouldn’t like to talk about this topic any more, and answering the same questions over and over again. Please do seek professional help next time you encounter a similar, triggering situation.