Anita,

I’m glad I could make you smile today.  I’m sorry you had a difficult day.  They are not fun at all. Example stuck in the middle of the aisle today at Walmart because my car is messing up again. Shawn was on his way but the body shop gave me some pointers via phone and it started so I made it home.

Back to Shawn.  After the text break up in July he texted in August.   He pulled the no texting back in August.   I sent a friend request to him on social media but then deleted it twice and this was beginning of October. (I know, I know).  About the text not returned he said it was too much for him to handle at the time.  (He could have sent that info via text-thanks Shawn)  His daughter had many complications with the chemo and they just ended up just getting home. So 3-4 months in Memphis.  He reached out Sunday night via text.  We talked and he came over.  We are figuring out when to meet again via not having kids for either of us.

I have some explaining to do about my anxiety and how it effects my thinking.  I also need to ask some things of him that I need in a relationship.  There has been poor communication along with the fact that he sucked as a boyfriend.

Lindsey