Anita

I enjoyed reading her post.  It was spot on.  I am almost prepared for mediation tomorrow.  I’m calm about it because the things we will be going over in my opinion are not argumentative.

My friends and Jason have said they do not understand my texting most of the time.  In fact this has caused some issues with Jason.  I feel like this is just another issue of mine.  I’m not even sure what I am doing wrong because it makes sense in my head. I do think I just text fast, don’t proof read before I send it.  However-this is the way I text.

I’m tired and I don’t think I want to see Jason anymore.  I do not think he has the patience to deal with my issues.  I have made it very clear from the beginning that I have anxiety and I can be reactive.  Right now he is thinking about if he wants to continue and we are going to talk tomorrow.  I’m ready to just say forget it.

Lindsey