Anita,

So I am having to reschedule mediation for a week or two because I cannot get off work.  While I would like for it to be over rescheduling is not a big deal.

I’m not doing well and I don’t know why.  It’s the dinner with Jason.  I don’t know how to explain the atmosphere to you at dinner but I felt embarrassed, hurt, confused, and wanted to get up and leave.

I didn’t take control of the situation to help myself.  I didn’t say the things that were on my mind. We make our on closure and move on from things that do not matter yet it’s hard.

Everything is the same other than that.  Trying to figure out Thanksgiving brunch plans with the kids.

Hope you are well-

Lindsey