Today is 12.3.2022

I am still here.

I am once again interested in sharing a piece of my experience.

Things have been quite interesting the last few months. A new medication pill and a new therapist session.

Progress has been made, in understanding how do I function. The biggest concern is that instead of being depressed all the time, there are sudden strikes of suicidal thoughts.

An existential crisis one could say.  Looking for meaning, questioning the existence of oneselve.

Part of the reason I am not feeling super well, is that the 18th bdays are coming soon.

I do wonder what else should I mention.