Anita,

I understand but the strange thing is our relationship is right on track where it should be.  I mean this isn’t love yet but based on things getting better and better who knows?

We are committed and yes I would love to see him more but we both have 50/50 custody of our kids and that is not possible. Maybe it is because I will not see him this weekend and I am confusing “more” with missing him?

I am not at a point where I would think about introducing him to my children and he feels the same. We have discussed in the past the 6-12 months marke before introducing kids into the mix. Moving in together. No way lol.

I do not think I would remarry. I do consider at this point in my life having a life partner/companion.  I would not have someone move in until my kids are teenagers or out of the home.

To be honest I feel a little alarmed in general.  I feel a bit mixed up and have not reached out to him today.  I think I should be able to talk with him about it but these feelings seem very personal.

Lindsey