Dear Anita,

I wish she had had a decent talk with me. I mean I need closure.

I know she has problems. So do I.

But putting more stress on your partner is just wrong. During our relationship, she said ‘love’ so many times. She even wrote me a letter on Valentines day saying that I was the best thing ever happened to her.

I don’t know what went wrong.

I talked to a friend who was in toxic relationships, she told me that it is possible that this girl is used to the toxicity. Now being in an actual serious relationship makes her feel uncomfortable and anxious so she chose to leave.

Could that be the case?

I am somehow having a horrible emotional cocktail in my heart and I don’t know how to escape. I wanna cry but I can’t force myself to shed tears.

I was not a perfect boyfriend but I definitely gave her all of me. That’s why it hurts.