Dear Anita,

I haven’t reached out for professional help yet. I realized that the problem lies within me, I was too emotional invested. However, I don’t and won’t ever regret giving her all of me.

I am sure that our relationship will certainly end up breaking. I’m not sad about that. I’m still worried about her well-being.

Last night, I came to see her to tell her how I felt. Instead, I met her mom. That girl was too tired to see me (according to her mom)

Her mom told me that her daughter has been stressed lately. She always says how tiring her job and her studying are.

She always seems exhausted (according to her mom). Her mom told me she once saw her daughter crying in her bedroom.

Her mom told me a lot but it seems that her daughter didn’t tell her everything she had told me. Now I know why I love her so much. She always chooses her family over anything any day. Her love is just beautiful.

When we were still together, she told me how stressed she was to the degree that she started to cry whenever she worked.

She definitely saw my messages but she ghosted me. I don’t feel rejected as much as I used to anymore. I foresee the future breakup.

It’s strange that I only imagine how happy I am to see her happy when we meet again. (I plan to see her one last time after she has taken the CFA test in August.)

I am getting myself ready for the breakup. I won’t be very sad but I will be much happier to see her doing well when that time comes.

I really do need to start working on myself now in case I have a chance with her so that I’ll be able to love her the best I can.

I made a mistake rushing it but what we had was wonderful 🙂

Thank you for your help, Anita. It really helps me a lot even though sometimes it hurt to read the truth that I tried to deny.

Best regards,