Just to clear stuff up here: My parents aren’t bad people. They both support my sister in every hobby she takes up, she wants to dance or I want to? Immediately enrolled. They understand I need more space than my extroverted sister does. My mom is really trying to help me, but isn’t sure how. They support me in all my choices and encourage me to get out of my comfort zone. For my 16th birthday my dad bought me my first car and taught me to drive- which he was really calm and patient with. My car allows me the freedom to kinda do whatever I want. They try to help me the best they can. They help pay for me to do things I love and are trying their best. Both of them come from a long line of generational trauma that they are unaware of- and both had quite traumatic child hoods.  which still affect both of them- and they pass down to my sister and I. I plan to seek therapy as soon as I can afford it but as I mentioned it won’t be for quite a while. Thank you again I really appreciate it.