Dear Anita,

No “I love you” said from me.  My anxiety creates… turmoil.

How are things with Kooper?

I am feeling that Jason sometimes gives mixed signals. For example, last night he said there was a free movie at his children’s elementary school playing outside on a big screen. He said they may go. I said well…what if we run into each other if I go with the kids? He said “I don’t know” and I didn’t say anything else. This am I asked him if he was saying that for the kids to meet each other or just saying there is a free movie.  He replied “more just letting you know there is a free movie at the school.”  This is not the first time I have interpreted mixed signals….. what do you think that meant?

Also I feel a little pressure because people have asked me if I have met his kids and when I say no they go “wow, you guys have been dating a long time.” My mom even asked if I wanted to invite Jason when the go snow skiing next March. I said no mom he hasn’t even met my children.  I am still not ready for the children to met. He stated what we have now is perfect and I agreed with him

I just do not like it when he is silent and I said I would not be surprised if that happened eventually, referring to the kids meeting….

Lindsey