Hi anita,
The danger is that I’m almost 18 years old. My birthday is coming up on the last day of November. I can’t even live my life to the fullest. I’m sad and scared I don’t what to do when I get older. I have huge breakdowns of my life. I felt so esopolistic I don’t know where to go, where to visit, or what to do to live my life to the fullest. I need to do something fun, but how can I do that? I’m almost 18 and It’s my last year in high school (senior year). What can I do? If I’m half empty, then that means I’m a failure, so there’s no way I prove to others I can make good short stories. What am I doing wrong? Why am I repeating this happy-sad-happy-sad pattern of life every time? Can you help me? I’m losing my self esteem, and I keep getting a big lack of replies. It always has to be based on me, and my behaviors are not easy to handle. What can I do?

from, Ivygrl.