Dear Anita.

Sorry for taking a long time to send you a message.
I went to his house this morning.  He came out and talk.  He was okay and I was okay until I wanted to pick up all my belongings.
He became so upset and nasty.  I asked for my vinyl then he said he paid XXX, XXX, and XXX….. also, I said this is the last not see you anymore then he became more upset.  He said my speakers, turn table, tools, etc.. were gifts.  I said ship it to you then, more upset him.  I was getting scared and he slimed the door so, I left.
I came back and I was going to message you but I decided to drop it all off at his house.  I do not want him to say anything anymore.  I dropped these off and offered to pay all expenses which he paid. He seems so mad and upset but I did not care anymore.
You are right, all he wanted to control and want me to be defeated.
lots of nasty and hateful words, these words made me cry (but did not cry in front of him, cry in my car on the way home).
I need to rebuild myself again.  I need to be strong.
He told me to wish you are disappeared and moved to somewhere else, not the same state.  Why don’t you go back to your country?  I’ve never loved you. Wish you pay back my investment and my time.  Wish you die, etc.
I’m so sad.  He destroys me and crashes me very well today.  This is the last day but it was a very hurtful day.

I may not able to talk to you for a few days.  I’m in pain from these words.  I have not heard these words from anyone before except for tv shows or drama.  I do not have any idea how long it takes to heal my big scars.  I do not wish but I wish I can disapeard from this planet now.  I’m enough.