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Rainbows after Storms poem
While following the world, I lost my way
Just drifting through the days
Waiting for someone to understand the pain I was going through
I waited so long, lost in despair, trying to find a way out, people left and I didn’t know what to do
All my life, I was told to be strong and hold things together
But I didn’t realize that feelings were fragile like a feather
Beginning to fray at the seams and lost in broken hopes and dreams
Walking down the broken lanes, trying to pick up the pieces, numbing things down not reaching for therapy
Because people said “real men don’t cry”
So I watched the walls I built crumble around me
Until there was nothing left and then I began to see
Lost in time, trapped in thoughts, no way out and no one seemed to understand the negative thoughts’ shouts
Wrapped myself up, leaving things behind, just following the things in my mind
Burying myself deep, worried I’d never find myself again
Began to watch the sky for signs of life
Praying for an end to this strife
When all was lost and darkness surrounds
The world’s support groups reached out and kept me from falling into the ground.
Helping me heal and be better than I had been
And each day I grow, and love myself a little more
Your life isn’t a book, don’t end it
There’s more chapters than this dark bit
There’s rainbows after storms and the sun will come again
Let yourself cry and listen to your heart
And reach out whenever you feel like you’re falling apart
Because people care
And when you feel everyone seems to be leaving and no one’s left there
That’s when you hold on and reach out to the world
You were born to be a rainbow with your colors unfurled
A rainbow after the storm lighting up the sky
It’s never too late, so don’t give up, it’s never time for you to say goodbye
The world you knew will come back
And you’ll find your way through it all
So when choosing to rise or fall
Choose to rise because you were born to be a rainbow
Your tears making kaleidoscopes shimmering through the raindrops
A rainbow stretching across the sky, a rainbow of hope.