Good Morning My Friend~

It has been a disaster since last night when I discovered all of the vets visits with the 3 healthy kitties and my precious Stash which has heart issues and other debilitating issues.

I took all of them and had flea medication and tested & also gave them 2 types of worm meds, which nothing helped.  I have to find other meds which I researched last night & just ordered.  Should be here Saturday.  (I Hope)~ I am starting to wash all the linens and all of their beds are outside in the sun.  Not sure what that will do except get them out of the house.

I am spinning trying to do all I can.  If these double treatments on my Sweet Stash it may cause him an overload it will crush me.  I have spoken to many vets and they all want new patient blood work-ups.  He is my favorite I will admit.  Can’t imagine the broken heart I will have, a few tears as I am writing, he is laying on me & resting.

I don’t understand why the veterinarians products are not working.  I placed an order with chewy first thing this morning for items that will help.

I have a long day ahead of me with all the washing & cleaning for this terrible flea/worm problem.  Which comes first chicken or the egg??

Also it has meade me realize I am done with the 20yr. debocle. All texts are about the same/ drama/same problems over & over~ When I checked my texts this morning the same text.  Very generic and exactly as you said (living a young couples life) sick of hearing about his family drama which is non-stop.

I need to focus on myself so I will do what it takes to keep my babies healthy and me happy to get them better.

I am going to meditate, calm down and start doing all the things I have been putting off.

Not going to ask anyone for help, I’ll do the best I can.

A bit frustrated but I am going to put bad energy away and pull out the future and hope it gets better.

All I really care about are all the furr babies in the world being in a better place.  So many people would put them out as if they are a piece of temporary fun. I will never understand why they are so poorley treated.  Apologetic for venting, I feel you are guiding me and Bless you for that.

As being part Cherokee I feel your beautiful spirit~

I need to start washing and cleaning.  I will send a read and give you an update.

Are you doing well?  How is the weather? I am sending good vibes to you today and always My Friend~

Shookie~