I looked it up for what CTPSD means.

And not all, But many things are related. I’m actually surprised!

• difficulty controlling your emotions – Yes
• feeling very angry or distrustful towards the world – No
• constant feelings of emptiness or hopelessness – Frequent (Nowadays)
• feeling as if you are permanently damaged or worthless – Mostly
• feeling as if you are completely different to other people – Yes more or less
• feeling like nobody can understand what happened to you – Yes
• avoiding friendships and relationships, or finding them very difficult – Yes
• often experiencing dissociative symptoms such as depersonalisation or derealisation – Yes
• physical symptoms, such as headaches, dizziness, chest pains and stomach aches – Less Frequent
• regular suicidal feelings. – No