I forgot to add something. I have obviously been quite obsessive and struggling to move on and let go. I have driven past hers a few times and this is how I know she has been away. My psych said she did the same thing once and it is a coping mechanism. Also the stalking I have been doing, social media is so toxic and has made it harder for me.

In saying all of this I’ve almost been expecting to drive past hers and see some new persons car or something similar, like I’m almost looking for a reason to move on and feel no pity. Is this a sign in a sense? Clarification for myself that she didn’t care to make it easier to let go? Or is it just another coping mechanism?