Hey Tee,

Your doing gods work here! Yes I have been rejected a lot by girls I think, especially when I was younger. I was never confident with women growing up, but I am now. I’ve always had trouble reading peoples emotions and especially females, I know they are complex individuals. Aren’t we all? I never did well with the ladies in my mind until I was maybe 21 years old.

You are right with the the comment about being co-dependent but I do think we were compatible at the end of the day. The connection was there for sure. However maybe we weren’t compatible in what we were looking for in a relationship, due to her trauma.

These are both good lessons I think I should understand that I can’t save people it’s just hard for me because it is what I want to do! I want to help others. I know there isnt anything wrong with me or that I’m a bad person, just very persistent and honest.

I know I shouldn’t get my hopes up, again its probably just an illusion but I know over time I will get better and love myself again. I have high hopes for my future self. I think my main issue is just getting invested and attached, as I said I give most people my all if I feel the connection.

Eventually I think I will be okay. I am getting less and less harsh on myself as i get older!