Dear Roberta,

I just wanted to respect her wishes, and in the moment I felt that private matters should remain private. Besides this is not the first fight/break up we have had so I just assumed that we might just get back together later and I didn’t want to let my friend know that this constant break up and getting back together was a cycle, cause then I would look bad too. But in that weak moment, I told him what I was going through.

I wish I could find an uncomplicated person like you said, but from the looks of it, most of these girls here are worse than B. I’ve seen how these girls behave, literally no respect for their partners. These girls make B look like she is a perfect angel from heaven. I am not saying that all women are this horrible. I am just saying what I have observed so far and the real life incidents that a lot of people have told me.

Besides, the girls who are actually worth it, won’t even give me a chance. So I am just stuck with my fate.

Paradoxy