Dear Paradoxy

What an unusual place you live in where the majority of women  in your opinion appear to be either badly behaved or way out of your league.  Are there any quiet calm places like a library that you can hang out, where you stand a better chance of meeting a kind gentle person,that & volunteering where you will meet people who prioritize compassionate actions over the need to use someone to make their shallow lives feel better.

As for taking B back for just one more time to see if any or all that has been discussed with you on this forum is true. You know deep down that she is like fire and burns you up, & yet you  (ego) are willing to think up any excuse to put your heart back into the inferno.