Dear Roberta,

There are libraries here and etc but I don’t think I will have any luck there. Besides I need to heal from my last relationship and focus on my priorities which is med right now.

As for B’s case, I am just naive enough to believe that people can change, naive enough to hold on to hope that doesn’t even exist. I was never given a chance when I desperately wanted one, and I don’t want anyone else to go through that. I know I gave B a lot of chances already, but even the Bible indicates that I should forgive an infinite number of times. However, I guess even the Bible doesn’t want me to be taken advantage of.

Paradoxy