Hello Anita,

Thanks for replying me

I also remember you 🙂 You gave me a lot of advices and helped me through. I was reading other forums and thinking if you are the Anita whom I knew 🙂

Thanks for trying to look at my past posts. I think I found my old account and am using it now, are you able to see any posts that i had before?

This is just day 3 and I find myself having all sort of thinking and feelings that may/ may not have basis at all

All sorts of insecurity, sadness, a bit  of anger, lost, helplessness, a bit irritated by the fact that I need to ‘wait’ for one month, a bit lonely as I can’t reach out to her and connect with her as much as I want to/used to. Doubting the intent of the break, she mentioned she needed time to clear her mind and ‘restart’, but  sometime i also double if she just wan to use this time to break up(I also honestly told her that if that’s her intent dun ask me to take a break, but just break up), so basically just build up from what happened/ imagined/ my friend said, and have different hypothesis around the break.

we are a lesbian couple. So I guess there are some suppression here and there

i think it is from the fact that she can’t tell everyone, she is not as openly gay as I am. I am out to most of my friends, she is not, her concern is on work? and possibly still unsure of me as a long term partner? unsure

She did recently open up to her younger brother, from whom she received blessing and support.