Hey anita

I’ve read all your posts and i have to say that copilot is not wrong in many things.I think this severe anhedonia could have came from me being burnt out after being on the highs for too long. But i can’t say i was enjoying my life before her, it was dull and repetitive. So maybe a functioning depression with some laughs here and there, nothing really to look forward to, nothing excited me to set a goal for it.

Well the thing is, i dont know where my anhedonia comes from and i feel it’s very difficult to find the roots.

Yeah, needing intense feelings to break through makes sense too, because it’s all too dull/numb. But now i want to appreciated and feel love truly 🙁

Haha, i dont know if it was good that i was suppressing for so long, i guess it became a thing because nothing ever really phased me. Maybe i should have been more like you..