Thanks everyone

Hi Rahel

You have received excellent advice to date. I would like to offer my perspective in the hope that you will keep going forward with your inward journey.

How do you show love to yourself or others ? By forgiving yourself. You hold a lot of anger towards yourself. No amount of meditation or prayers are going to help you keep moving forward until you forgive yourself for all that has happened in your last 29 years. Forgive every incident and every person who has made your life less than desirable.

Forgive yourself for being so harsh on yourself. Then imagine yourself putting a fire to each of those incidents and all the tears one by one. These incidents are never going to return in your life as you let go of them in the fire. Fire, which has the capacity to burn everything for good. This will help with the process of let go. Once you are able to let go, you will soon learn the meaning of self-acceptance and feel the love that you have been missing out on.

The questions that you have raised in your last post will answer themselves once you forgive yourself and let go. You can let go during meditation or you can just sit down with yourself in a quiet space to let go. Don’t hold anything negative in your heart anymore. Fill it with forgiveness and loads of it.

A beautiful life awaits you.

Sending you heaps of positive energy,

Jasmine