Yes,the reasons were not good enough ……….
it doesn’t worth it to be angry or unhappy BECAUSE he is nothing to me.
I don’t appreciate him and I don’t care what he is doing.Enough said for him.
I want to be on the right path because behind all of these bad actions I did to myself (not appreciating myself,low self-confidence,feeling uncomfortable on the relationship but keeping it alive), …all these doesn’t serve me.I’ve always been wanting a better future/better relationship/feelings/life, for myself but the low self confidence led my to a relationship which showed me that i deserve more than I think.He was a drug addicted person,he was suffering from depression and I was there for him and and he did nothing for me eventually , he wanted to get rid of me. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED ..Im here all alone finding things for myself to be happy.nobody helps me.So today ,finally i must get rid of him.I’ve lost so much time thinking and caring of/about him. Best to you too,Kelsi.Thanks.
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I’ll do the best for myself despite the fact that time had passed and i did nothing for me.I don’t care,i want to be happy even if time passes in front of my eyes.I want to success in this.
Today i realised that maybe only pressure works for me…If i let my self to do silly things,i’ll do them.Things that don’t help me move on,be happy, it’s like pushing yourself to the lion’s den.Nothing done for me,all of my powers were there to help him.I have to be more patient and pressure myself to do good things. Ι have to push myself to do things,otherwise non of my goals will come in success.All these things i would appreciate myself in the future and things that will make me feel happy in the present moment.
I always wanted to be in a taut body and always been jealous of people who were eating healthy all the time(Although i never tried………)!!!I want to love myself so i’ll never be trapped in bad relationships.Loving myself is the key,and doing things for me by pressure 9even if it’s not right) its better than doing nothing for me.I’ve found the reasons to exercise or eat healthy or study etc etc but these reasons don’t push me enough to do things.

brain-wash and pressure.This maybe the key for me.I have to do things that I don’t like.