i like how that sounds anita, just more rational. and you’re right about the baloney! but i guess since my grandpa was the one who introduced me to the universe and we could never finish talking about it, him teaching me, i left it up to myself to learn and understand it. to be as knowledgable and wise and my grandpa because he’s what i want to be. i just took all of what people said into consideration for a look back at it, but since i don’t know much about it, i suppose other people know more than me. just because i don’t feel that i’m at a specific spiritual level to really understand.