Echoing what Buddhist Wife said; if you’re comfortable telling a doctor about how you’re feeling, please do!

I can relate to what you’re talking about; I also did very well in high school and have a very supportive family. But when I got to college things did not go so well and I was very confused and depressed and lost. You’re not alone in feeling the way you do. I still struggle with how to make friends and be successful and it’s been almost 10 years since I left university!

Hope you find the help you seek. 🙂